Found

Out that I will be graduating with honors for my tech class :) soooooo excited! And VSH - the place I work at gave them great feedback about me :) I love my life! Everything has been going so great! Not to mention today is 9 months with brad :)

Next week

I will fill out all my paperwork and will then be an official employee of VSH - San Marcos :)

In other words…my extern site, which is like top of the line hospital for animals, offered ME a job! I couldn’t be any happier!
Before I started I remember hoping id get hired here but didn’t think I would because of the experience I lack compared to the rest of their staff, and I assumed one day id work myself up to be at their hospital but now I don’t have to! They want me to stay and work for them! This is all so amazing, I feel so blessed :)
Im starting my career and I’m only 19 years old.

i hate

When guys talk about ‘being a man’
Well if you wanna be a man sweetheart then get a damn job! Support yourself! Do something good with your life instead of spending all of it partying or online. Maybe get your own place too!
Ugh sorry. People these days!

Im

tired of people who feel sorry for themselves. If you’re tired of being fat, then work the fuck out and drop the weight. If you’re tired of being broke, put the effort into finding a job. And no i don’t mean send in a crappy resume and be all unprofessional, I mean step up your game, act your age, and get it done! I mean jeez.

Didn’t

get to go to my extern today because my supervisor had to go home sick, but it’s okay, I get to go tomorrow! I can only hope that she is feeling better! Everyone seems to be getting sick or getting over being sick..I guess it’s just that time of year!

Even if I had got to go today…my shift wouldn’t even be close to being over! (2:30am) and the drive from san marcos to my house at that time would be crazy cuz of how tired I’d be hahaha so hopefully tomorrow I don’t swerve all over the road!

On another good note, I HAVE A JOB OFFERING! They’re willing to wait for me to finish my externship and then I can go talk to them…so pretty much if my site decides to hire me (i’d def take it) or not, I will have a job at the end of this program!

I feel so blessed…everything is working out great…which means soon enough I’ll be moving out into my own place with my babe and our puppies and we can finally start our own life! :]

Had

my interview at the place I’ll be externing at…and HOLY CRAP! This place is awesome! They have cardiology, oncology, chemotherapy, radiology, neurology, and all these other departments and equipment…it’s so cool! I’m so excited so be able to work with the awesome staff there and learn all these great things!!!

My hours are gonna be Wed - Sat 4pm-2:30am…

only think that sucks is it’s in san marcos…like a 40min drive and i’ll have to drive home all early/late…aha that shall be interesting!

But overall im excited :]

Hopefully if i impress them enough I can land a job in the end!!

:)

Today Brad & I went to the zoo…after I spent the night at his place on Saturday…seriously this weekend was one of the best! I don’t think I can recall a weekend where I just felt happy…like I didn’t even have to try..I just felt so incredibly happy :)

And I thank/love Brad for making me feel that way all the time 

Next week

Is my last week of school!!!!!!! Holy crap!!! I can’t believe it! Haha then I go on a 6 week externship at the Veterinary Specialty Hospital….which by the way is a high-tech, top of the line hospital!!!! How awesome is that! Im so blessed to be given this opportunity to work with all of these board certified surgeons along with their staff who has so much knowledge and experience! Hopefully, if I can impress them, ill land a job! :) and they make good money!

Which leads me to brad and I moving out :) if all goes as planned, brad and I will be moving to the poway are. It will be about 15-20 mins from my job and 30 minutes from his (ramona) …. We actually looked at places online today…and again, if things go as planned, were gonna take a drive up to poway in a couple months and start looking for a place :) im so excited! I’ve come so far with my schooling and I have an amazing boyfriend …I love my life! :)

7 more weeks

until I can go on my externship! I hope I get hired….I don’t see why I wouldn’t, but I really need to start working asap to get the FUCK OUT OF THIS HOUSE!

I’ve never been so stressed in my life! The minute I get home, everyone is in a bad mood, yelling at eachother, bitching about how things didn’t get done the way they like, etc…I’m so fucking over it.

I want my own place where I can come home and relax and not have to worry about everyone being in a negative attitude 24/7!

FML!

So

while I was cleaning before my mom got home I found a note that said “kovu put down - 2/5/11” kovu is my cat. he has some behavior issues because, as owners, we’ve never EVER taken him to the vet to get him checked..I’ve always told my parents he had something wrong, but they didn’t want to listen. We finally took him to the vet (7 years later) to find out everything will cost us around $3000.00 to figure out and fix whats wrong. 

Anyways, I found the note. I called the vet and asked if he had an appointment and they told me “yes, this was scheduled about a month ago” So my mom gets home and I asked her about it and she first lies with “oh yeah he has a regular check-up” I told her I called and they told me she scheduled him to be euthanized and she STILL tried to lie! She told me “they must have got mixed up with someone else” so I told her again to just tell me the truth and she lied AGAIN!

By then I was pissed and I asked her why she was lying and she says “he’s getting put down, you have no say so in this”

Uhm excuse me but I take care of him. As retarded as this sounds, I fuckin love this cat.I have an unbelievable bond with him. Just like I loved my first german shepherd dog and then my mom got rid of her WITHOUT telling me. I came home from school one day and she was gone. Just like our siberian husky we had that she ALSO got rid of. I wasn’t apart of any of that decision making. I’d think I could at least be apart of this one.

I just don’t get why she had to lie. Why couldn’t we just talk about it and make this decision as a family? It’s still a life thats ending and it’s obviously important to me. 

Im so pissed right now.